Thursday, May 31, 2012

Memorial Day

We had a really fun Memorial Day.  We met my family at a great new spray park  - probably the best spray park I've ever seen - called Centennial Center Park.  The temperature was perfect, the food yummy, and the company diverting.


Here are some pics:

Mary was in heaven . . .


My niece Emma and her Grandpa Howard.  He's basically a part of our family too.

To each their own!  My eccentric father (who wears flannel long sleeves in the summer) and my cute nephew Joe (who I regularly seem to catch with no shirt on ; )). 

My niece Emma  - always with a book it seems - lying in the hammock.  The hammock was a hit.

Catherine and Aaron.  "Orange you glad I didn't say banana?" 

My cute Mom.  She always is festive.   I take after her in that way. 

The princess being rocked in the hammock.

Lovin' it!

Soon? to be four of us.

This was too cute not to take a picture of.  Mary and Joe.

Jeff stayed right by Mary the whole time so I could socialize with my family.  What a great guy!

Little monkey

A cute pic of Joe

Seniors in their sunglasses.  ; ) 

Scott and his Dad Howard.  Howard has a pacemaker put in last week.  And we are glad he's okay!!!

Didn't get any pics of Jennifer really.  Oh well.  We had a great day thanks to all those who have helped to keep this country free!

Sunday, May 27, 2012

Thoughts on Being Late

Here are some of the thoughts and feelings (irrational or not) I have about the fact that this baby was due on Friday and is still not here . .

1.  I'm shocked.  I mean, Really???? Does this actually happen where you are on time with your first baby and late with your second?

2. I'm glad that I'm a good hostess, but some people overstay their welcome.

3. Or maybe I'm not a good hostess. Maybe something is wrong with me and the baby isn't coming because my body isn't properly aligned or something.

4. Um . . .I am not quite sure what to do with this time. I don't have anything really scheduled at the moment because I planned for the baby to be here. There is always plenty to do though - so I'm getting stuff done.

5. I'm a little embarrassed. I already got a sub (thank you Sarah B.) for my primary class for today and next week - and the baby hasn't come. Thankfully, Sarah just told me what I should do - that she'd teach my class whether the baby came or not and I should just rest while I could.

6. I'm glad she did. I'm not one to shy away from attention but at some point, you just don't want to deal with people asking you when the baby is coming (at least not all within a three hour church time period). I don't know why . . . maybe you just are tired of looking like the 8th wonder of the world, or maybe it is just because you are planning on a time and it doesn't work the way you planned.

7. On the other hand . . . I'm still not ready for him to come. Still don't feel great about any name, still scared about what I'm going to experience, and still don't know how good of a mom I'll be to two children, one of which will be a boy!!! Lots of unknowns which I'm sure will melt away when I'm actually there. But I can't help but be a little worried.

Okay, now that I have gotten that out of the way . . .

Writing down these feelings makes me realize that - yes, I do have these feelings - they are real - irrational or not, but that everything will be okay, to have faith - not fear, and also makes me feel grateful. I am grateful that I feel as good as I do. I am grateful because I have prayed that the baby would come when both my doula and doctor were available - which was a problem at times in the last two weeks, and now they both will be. I am grateful I have more time to mentally and physically prepare.   I'm grateful my body is still fine to be pregnant and not be induced.  Also, Jeff's Mom had major surgery on Thursday (I haven't really mentioned this yet because it all is so new and has happened very fast. But Ellen was diagnosed with breast cancer a few weeks ago and so we've been adjusting to that.) But I'm grateful that we didn't have the stress of bringing a new baby into the world on the same day that we were worried about how Ellen would be doing in surgery. My Mom reminded me that . . . was it Henry B. Eyring? . . . said that often the tender mercies of the Lord are shown through the timing of things. And I feel that that is the case here. He is aware of my situation and knows the best timing for the baby to come.

As I write this post, I realize that overall, I haven't been too anxious or upset about the fact that the baby hasn't come. Yes, I have had those thoughts - and yes I've had a few moments where I've pouted to Jeff and shed a few tears, but most of the time, my heart has been happy and at peace. This week Mary and I got to do lots of fun things and spend good time together - going to the park, going to ballet in the park on Friday night, and going on a walk/hike with our friends yesterday. So all that has been good and I cherish many moments from this past week together.

Mary and me watching ballet at the park.  She watched transfixed on my lap almost the entire hour and a half.

I guess that about sums it all up. Thanks for listening. Now if I can just keep avoiding the grocery store guy . . . .

Sunday, May 20, 2012

Nursery is Ready For a Baby

We've been busy the last month or so! Much of our time has been spent getting a space ready for the baby. We are really outgrowing our house and it isn't a great layout for a growing family. But we don't feel quite ready to tackle a move at this point.

Some people are fine with just having the baby in their own room. But when Mary was a baby, Jeff and I took turns sleeping in her room for the first two weeks - and it just wasn't restful for me at all. I woke up at ev ery little baby noise. It was much better to sleep in my own bed without the baby in total ear shot.

Plus, there was something for me to the idea that we needed to make space for a new baby in our lives. And making a physical space ready, prepares your mind and heart I think.

So I felt strongly that we needed to change the office/craft room into a room for this baby. We were able to clear out most of the stuff, but a few things stayed - a bookcase, Jeff uses the closet still b/c I use the entire closet in our master bedroom, and because the room has a built in desk, we are using it as such for a place to put our printer, my lap top, and a few other office things. But we did get rid of a lot of stuff and rearranged and reorganized a lot!

Honestly, it was a major pain in the butt - for several reasons. Mostly, our contractor took 6 days to do the job - which wasn't an easy one granted - but he told us it would only take 3. Being hugely pregnant with stuff out of place - in our bedroom, living room, hallway - was enough to almost push me to insanity. But somehow I just lived in disaster for over a week. Ugh!!! Makes me sick just writing about it. : ) When you are nesting and you can't really do your reorganizing until the contractor gets his work done - you are not a happy camper. Plus! - has it been hot this spring or what?! I should've just turned on the AC in March, but I stupidly waited until the end of April because it seems wrong to turn it on that early.

Anyway, we survived. Poor Jeff had to calm me down a few times. . .

So the doggie wallpaper came down, the walls were retextured, and painted. We ended up painting the ceiling after the contractor left. Long story too boring really to get into. But it looks and feels much better now.

I'm no decorator and it still needs some tweaking - Mary's old nightstand repainted, furniture positioning - but, I think a baby could be in there now.

BEFORE pics! The furniture was arranged a little differently than this picture, but you have an awesome look here at the doggie wallpaper that came with the house when we moved in. When we do move, I'm certain that this being gone will help us out.
This is just a small taste of all the scrapbooking stuff I had to reorganize. I was surprised how much stuff I have.
Jeff finishing up the paint job. He did a lot of work with this project!
Mary has enjoyed getting the new room ready. Sometimes I let her get in the baby crib and she loves that. She didn't get upset at all when we took the rocker out of her room.
And here is a current picture of her room, with the rocker out and her table in.
Here you can see why I need to rearrange the furniture a bit still. I just don't really have enough wall with the built in desk (where Jeff is sitting) and the bookcase on the other side. But I really feel the need to have my comfy recliner in there for those middle of the night feedings. So hopefully I can figure out a better set up. Suggestions?
The bedding! It's even cuter in person. I should mention that Jeff's parents are responsible for most of the nursery - their gift to us for this baby. Thanks C and E!!!
Dresser and changing table
And Jeff even gave up part of the closet for the little guy.
Anyway, I am so happy that the nursery is essentially done. I still have a bit of reorganizing left, but we are ready to bring this baby home!